Thursday, March 27

Blank Space

It’s one of those days again when you have nothing to do. Boredom really kills you. You used to get by watching TV or laying still playing dead in your bed. But that just doesn’t hold the same zing as it once had. Trying to look for things to preoccupy your mind when so much heartbreak is going around is far more difficult than you originally anticipated. You thought of labeling your shoes – but then again, each one already has a picture attached to its box. You thought of hanging out at UCC with friends, but then again, you realized you are in that zone… You want to be alone. You have surfed every single site that you could possibly be interested in at the moment. Yeah thank god for wikipedia! (All hail the brains behind this monster dictionary) And then when you have exhausted all possible means to try and stay sane, you realize you haven’t allowed yourself to really feel everything that’s happening.

What you hate more than boredom itself, is the feeling of helplessness. Not that there’s an overwhelming desire to control everything (hmm then again, why else would your closet be arranged according to colors) but some things that you have zero control over are in fact those that matters the most…And yet like a five years old – you are completely powerless.

Staring at the blank space.

You dread having your phone rang…

1 comment:

  1. Nice.... and true


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